I am not going into any details here, so it may be foolish to write it here, but I have to express to anyone who may read this that I have a testimony that Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ really loves us each individually. That they know each and everyone of us personally and knows what we need in our lives. The last week here has been especially hard for me, I had an important decision to make. This was a step-in-to-the-dark kind of decision that will affect my life, the kids' lives, and much more, so it was kind of big. I actually thought that I had made the decision Wednesday night, and I tried to go to sleep (pretty unsuccessfully,by the way) and on Thursday morning went back to the original decision to really think it out again from another point of view only to find that this point of view really did change the face of what I was looking at. I made the opposite decision from the night before and began implementing it right away. I had the decision confirmed to me the next day, it was NOT immediate people, I had to walk a few steps in the dark. Thursday I committed to my decision and in the middle of the day on Friday, I received a revelation for me personally that made me feel better about the decision. One that changed my point of view once again on the decision, the process I was to take and began to light my way forward. Friday, I had it confirmed to me that I had made the right decision and I was to move forward in faith, knowing that I had listened to the Lord's promptings!! I have never had that kind of confirmation before. Saturday was our Stake Relief Society Conference in which I played my flute with the choir. In this meeting, 2 of the addresses given confirmed my decision. The next day at church, it was confirmed yet again to me in the Sunday School lesson and the Relief Society lesson. Now today is Monday and Satan has already tried to make me doubt that I need to go to all the "trouble" that is in my part of my decision. That I can do it on my own without implementing my portion of the path that is laid out before me. I think that this decision will affect more generations down the road to receive such confirmation and such an immediate attack from the adversary! I have begun my part in this path, I will continue on the way that I decided on, I will hold to this incredible testimony, and we will be better than ok. We will be an eternal family!
Please keep us in your prayers as we go to battle against the adversary who already is attacking us on our new path.
